Rough Draft

It's been a really stressful week.

For starters, the TA1 got me staying up late every night since last week. To prove my worth to not only the school and parents, but also to myself, I kinda pushed myself to the extent. Honestly, I feel that I've not done too bad for this term, though the results are yet to be released. However, through all the late nights and studying, I find the mysterious backache I picked up last friday for absolutely no reason worsened. It acted up terribly on saturday when I head down for cell group, and it got even worse in the morning on sunday's service.

I thought, it must be the reduced amount of sleep I got while studying through the night. So I tried to shake it off, and slowly, it kinda got better when I went through the exams on monday. It even sorta disappeared on tuesday, but all of a sudden, back it came on wednesday- the day the exams ended for me. With it came a terrible headache, and no, that's not all. I found that the tooth at the back of my mouth seemed to be hurting for a couple of days now. Since the exams ended, I played some basketball and went back to get some well deserved rest. I slept in the afternoon, and in the night too, but woke up for the Chelsea Barcalona match. Entertaining match, I would choose to wake up for this even if I was to choose again, despite the horrible day that was to come. In the morning, the backache got slightly better, while the headache and toothache got worse.

Thursday, I sorta dozed through class. It was so hard to keep my eyes wide, and it was no surprise as I woke up for that match. The aching got so worse that I was surprised I got through the lessons without fainting. The pain was practically killing me, and I went back home immediately to get some rest. To sum it up, it got worse.

Today, a friday, stayed back in school. There was a rugby match, a highly anticpiated cone which drew a great mass of people from different over school over. Another entertaining match, our rugby team did exceptionally well, and oh, did we celebrate when the final whistle blew. Went for some soccer after that, and I got into a nasty clash with my friend. The clash got my shin badly hurt, but I brushed it off after a while. However, when I got back home and took a closer look, it appears to be quite serious. It's throbbing and swollen, and I've got a feeling it'd develop into some blue-black tomorrow. And no, my aching wasn't any much better.

So here I am, posting down every single detail of the week. The headache's still there, the toothache seems to get worse by the minute, while the backache's sure to last for quite some time. I don't know how much more I can take this pain, but I'm gonna break soon. I've got a match in the morning tomorrow, and I hope to do well. After which, I've got prayer meeting to go to, and I won't be home that early.

I'm off to get some rest, maybe some sleep to keep me fresh for tomorrow's game. I've yet to eat, but judging by the condition of my body, it'd be a wonder if I can even last through dinner.

L is for the way you look at me.
O is for the only one I see.
V is very, very extraodinary.
E is even more than anyone that you adore can.

Happy Valentine's Day !

Yes, love is in the air. (:

It's Valentine's Day ! Along the crowded streets of New York to the sandy beaches of California, lovers walk around hand in hand, whispering sweet nothings to each other. Ahh, a day when the sweet smell of love captures anyone stepping out into the warm sunlight, the warmth seemingly numbing our every senses.

I've seemed to have accomplished quite a number of feats during my absence, stuff like creating this very ordinary skin. Though it looks simple, I still love it. And I got the highest for a composition I hastily wrote in class, and to think I nearly fell asleep while writing it. Third for chinese's no mean feat, and I'm very confident of passing my second class test in a row.

Not bad for just a few weeks, huh ? Then again, common tests are looming ahead and I'm not very much prepared. One wrong step again, and the HOLs would be calling for my head. Today's tuesday, common tests would come knocking next monday. In other words, it's five more days to judgement day.

Right, back to valentine's. Love's sweet, and this world would be so much prettier if there were more love around. Well, at least we've got today, it's much lovelier than other days. We hear mushy stuff, we see people make up. If only every day was like that, but how long before work and studies settle into the space in the minds meant for our loved ones ? Enjoy this day while it lasts, cause somehow, the day will fade away like how chocolate melts.

February 12 2006.

I'm glad I've somehow managed to cheer you up. (:

You know, you really are a good girl, filial and always listening to your parents, always being the goody two shoes you could have never wanted to be. Well, most parents are never satisfied with good results, they want more, and they want better. That's a part of humans we will never ever find out why, not with the sciences and technology man had came up with. It's also our nature to cry and let our emotions run, but in the end, everything we do is to prove our worth to our parents, to ourselves, and to glorify God's name.

So always remember, Mr Cheer-You-Up's always here, open 24/7 for you, I'll be your pillow, your punching bag, anything you want.

But most of all, I shall be the one that gives you the million sweets in exchange for a smile; for your joy. (:

The one close friend I've known for over a year. The one close friend that insisted I sound like a kid in the past, present and forever. The one close friend that's really simply the best person to talk to, when she's not busy or when she stops disappearing.

Whatever's troubling you, I don't know. I won't ask, and I won't probe. But I shall listen to your whinings every now and then, and you know what, I haven't forgot the time you went somewhere overseas, and we sent some emails to each other and you were so crazy. And when you, Amadea and John? went out with me for my first ever sushi meal. And the times when I joined you, Amadea and Nathan at Macs to study.

Those were the times I remembered; the memories I will treasure. And those were the times I see you smiling and being high and crazy.

So when whatever on the back of your mind is cleared, will the Eve we know come back ?

Yes, I know she will. (:

PS. I love you like how cookies love milk !

No, it isn't what you think. This place hasn't been take over by demons from hell or anything. It's just seems to be the work of a very professional hacker a.k.a Gorgeous in the cyberworld.

Nothing's been stolen, everything's intact. It seems that our notorious hacker had retreated from her dark ways of hijacking into major security systems to hacking into a humble blog account of mine.

I'm just kidding.

Hello Nicolette ! Thanks for blogging. (:

I'll update really, really soon. I promise.

In the meantime, good night.

And no, I didn't say you're pretty. (: